While typing my thoughts out, looking out my window, it's raining. I wouldn't say that its a peaceful one, but rather strong and brutal one. As uncountable droplets of rain falls to the greyish clouds, yellowish lighting strikes everywhere, but never at the same place twice. And most of all, the thunder which yells out after yellow strikes as the darkened clouds cry.

Though the innocence hates the rain, I appreciate it. Rain could really tell us how we feel. Commonly, humans walk slowly in the rain without anything shelter them. That's surrow. The greyish tells it all. There are times which I would walk slowly in the rain, without an umbrella to keep me dry. Although it makes us ill, its the moments I treasure.

People would walk and appreciate it. You may wonder, but I won't. Because long I had known the reason. It's because of the feeling called 'surrow'. When one has bitter smiles on their faces, drops of water would pour on them. Its cold but accompanies them, willing to ask thee to share thy greyish moments that a few or none is willing to.

Other than that, people would dance in it. Ironically, they would dance happilly. That's weird but that's art. nature is really beautiful and its beauty is only visible to those who appreciate it.

Whenever I feel surrow or loneliness, I would like to look at the background, seeing the trees as they are blown by the graceful winds. It's drab but its seems to understand you. You can never prevent emotions, not even I who detest it. There are time when I feel down, I would look at someone whom I really care about. And I'll just smile, a true smile. The innocent faces of an innocent child would reassure you that everything will be fine. Countless times I experienced that.

This reminds me of the crucial year I'm having. Never have I experienced it before. The biggest obstacle I'm currently facing: PSLE.

I never had straight A's before, I could only visusalize. No, its too farfetch for me to even dream it. But its the risk I have to take summoning all my moral courage.

I had studying a lot lately, that I have no time to watch Detective Conan or watch any other television shows. It's alright. Time is the most valuable thing that any man could spend. Time isn't on my side right now, because time is like a tide; it just comes and goes - it never waits for anyone. Yet, its valuable. That's memories with someone. Cherish them, for they will not come twice.

Anyway, there's one fear I am concern about. What if my hardwork is futile? I had studying and all, but, does it really determine my marks? I wonder....